October Dream Log 2026

Dream Log October 9, 2026

I had a dream last night that you could get an avatar made of yourself that would run multiple frames of yourself and essentially animate yourself  frame by frame but this was closer to an avatar of yourself being made or a clone to where it turned into a privilege To have this medium of yourself be made useful to use you like having a digital version of yourself you can activate on a network of working avatars like having a smartphone or something and that these avatars and complete special actions that are outside of what is also humanly possible.

My mother was watching some detective show where they were animating frame by frame cell by cell a celebrity into an action sequence as two detectives attempted to solve a case surrounding the targeted individual.

My cousins PJ and Carson were also involved.

I was riding down a slide on roller blades more like an indoor snowboard track and at the bottom of the hill there was a small room full of birthday decorations and balloons and prizes

Before that I was in a car on vacation and it was cloudy and grey outside, I think we were arguing about candy.

I woke up and my gamgstalkers were talking about this in my telepathy as if they had special access about this behind my back wondering how much of my dream I was able to remember and just how accurate my assessment of this dream is possible reality, with statements such as “let’s see how deep this goes” and “he’s not going to like..”

“He’s fishing..”

“I’m not saying anything..”

“We get the idea..”

“I’m in trouble..”

“Mistakes were made..”

And everyone seems to be far too proud and vein to acknowledge their faults and actions in order to redirect me towards a solid solution or answer as to who is involved in taking privileges away from me. Vital information that could allow me to advance myself away from the need of this toxic narcissism of this hive mentality and require me to rely on them and never let go. This is the reality they intend to use to control me for the rest of my life. By observing and astral projecting into my dreams and the future of outcomes that would allow me to build solid outcomes in my dreams and outside of them.

“More from him.”

“We’re in trouble..”

“He knows he would win..”

“Goddamnit…”

“He found out..”

“Now I am really upset..”

“I should have shot you..”

“Let him in..”

“Let’s step inside, the dome..” (so we can talk about our plans and he can’t hear us…)

“Drama..”

“Awkward..”

“I don’t think he will know..”

“I was laughing..”

“Pi**..”

“I think they’ll fight…”

“They’ll know..”

“You beat him..”

“We have an oompaloompa..”

October 11 2026

There was a company in my dream last night

I was moving out of green oaks but it was like a school with my family and I was meeting with my dad and he had informed me of what the family had planned to do while they talked about me over dinner with out consensual representation someone has been reporting my actions to my family as if I am still in the family, but I’m not. My dad cut out a mouse of my pant leg and tossed it into the bushes of that building on m-24 where my mom used to get her feet done.

I had heelies on and I went to the back of the green oaks apartment and my moms closet was empty.

My father had assured me that the family was taking care of certain things while he was helping me, the family was eating at EG Nicks and there was mashed potatoes with gravy.

Someone connected the dots about me and my father being similar in behavior.

I watched a YouTube vlog of what appeared to be my old friend Jason Janowits from college.

Oct 14 2026

I’m in a large building in what seems like the Middle East there is a family letting me chill and hang out in their living room, a woman is there and a man who owns the building being a great host and they are treating me to a movie.

There is a giant floor to ceiling window where someone in a turban sees me outside on the street, but there are curtains in the window, I ask the man who owns the building if people can see us from the outside, as he assures me yes.

There are two men in an orange truck that find me in the garage as I am deciding more about this building/apartment and they simply give me some side eye and walk into another apartment on the other side of this garage

There is a cooler that folds down into a board

I talk to the woman about how there is value in the apartment as they are looking at renovating parts of it.

There is a nostalgia for Florida here

“It’s hot”

October 16 2026

My family are taking me in a car down bowers rd to the church on the right in the small building, it’s where they take the mental patients that are homeless, while there they’re several women and men that acknowledge my stay there as a patient, I’m rolling a joint while we’re in the car but there are no papers, I’m told I can smoke while at the building,.

Before that at the house my mother is attempting to have a conversation with me about knowing my place in the family and why I can’t be let out of the role they are attempting to keep me, I am assuming it has to do with why they are keeping me at this facility.

While at the facility, much like the mission there is a chapel where they hold services. It seems like this is where they take a head count, but I’m clearly being observed, each face studying me, there’s a front desk and another room with tables and chairs where people are sitting and chatting much like an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting where people express their conditions over their history.

I ask they ladies there if they have been to the church services before when it was a church, I ask if they knew it used to be packed full and they acknowledge that yes it used to be packed, there is a white weathered man there telling his story to one of the counselors.